5dec10

at 1st try nt to hurt anyone
yea maybe im wrong, totally wrong

i loss another fren today  u either since u hate me so much



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to someone :
u duno who u r, but im appreciated that u r different wif another 2 guys..  u still treat me as a fren * a normal 1....n same as I. THankyou 
 maybe is nt only him, some others treat me as a good fren though.. thankyou for nt being like .. the 2.. 


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sorry.. for the last time ,  if u get hurt from me
thank you for the last time, cz u helped me alot before

screw u for the very 1st time! go ahead n hate me thn ..

still wish u get ur gal asap.

bloody reflect on me

1.中学时我和同桌上课借过书，吵过架。现在我的旁边每节课是不同的面孔，打了招呼，下课却忘记了这张脸。

于是，我明白了，我在成长。
yea,i'm strongly agree on this..
i remember that time diong was sat beside me,cho n quah used to sat behind of me.
Me n diong always querall but we're still good good frends til now.
i'm glad that i have them (PG)


2.父母送我去大学报到，临走的时候，我爸来和我告别，我问我妈呢，我爸说 “你妈怕你哭，就没来。”

大二暑假我回家，我爸无意中说 “其实你妈当时就在马路对面。你转身进学校，你妈就哭了。”
于是，我懂了，在成长面前，妈妈也是脆弱的。
I miss them alot alot alot T.T

3.大一的时候有一次拉肚子，给妈妈打电话不停的诉苦。

大二的时候我一个室友打球撞掉了一块舌头，缝上了有一段不能说话。后来我问他你妈知道么，他说没告诉，怕她担心。
于是，我懂了，我的痛哭会被距离放大，千里之外，妈妈比我更痛苦。
That's bloody reflect on me i knew! rmb the time i used to be Inti,,every time i having fever, flu.. i will immediately called back to my daddy mummy ='(

4.大学之前，自己只管学习，脏衣服一仍有人洗，饿了张嘴有饭吃。

那时候我还嫌衣服少，饭不好吃。
上了大学，看着床底下塞得一坨坨的脏衣服，捶了捶背只能继续一件一件的洗。
盯着食堂的饭菜，叹了叹气，只能硬着头皮放下咽。
于是，懂了，以为平平常常的东西，等自己完全承担了，就觉得不那么容易了。
ahem... sophia,wash this,use hand ah!!!dun use mechine. Sophia mop here, Sophia where is my shoes? Sophia take this, Sophia come~
i miss her  as well-,-"
5学校开学很早，基本过年之后过不了十五就要上学。

今年正月十五，和奶奶视频
我说：奶奶，你看你孙子都长这么多胡子了。
我不知奶奶听见没有，她就在那边笑，我在这边却哭了。
于是，我懂得，时间和距离向前延伸，最终会失去些什么，所以要珍惜。
:'( i dun wan...............  T^T


6中学时为了赖一会床，想尽各种理由请假，拉肚子、鼻子出血、感冒。。。但请假条落款都是我本人的名字。

上了大学之后不用理由，想睡就睡，点名让别人帮你划一笔，弄到最后，把自己的名字都弄丢了。
于是，明白了，担当啊，把责任放在身上，就明白了。
Its true. I always think some of craps during my secondary scl.

7上大学前生活在父母的臂膀下，看病可以走关系找好医生，上学可以走后门进好班，去哪里父母和朋友打个照顾就能得到照顾。

大学后父母罩不到我，去哪里不仅要排队，还要被强行插队。
于是，就懂了，常常自以为是，看不起父母，其实自己什么都不是。
Only this is not reflect on me. BECAUSE I"M PROUND OF MY DADDY MUMMY SO MUCH!!!!!


8以前学习，半年一本书，然后还要好好保管，高考前还要重新看。书里的内容多年后翻看，还会有回忆。

大学之后，一学期一本书，用过之后就卖掉或放在某处，想想自己学过的书是什么样封面，没有什么印象。准备考研重新看的时候，感觉怎么都是新书。
于是，就懂得了，有时候，重复让人踏实，新鲜反而让人无感。yea, so I'm still considering i want to buy text book or not =,="
 
9高中的时候老给老师起外号，私下里同学都这么叫。

大学了，想给老师起外号，却发现根本不知道老师名字怎么叫。
于是，懂了，有些幼稚的游戏，已经玩不下去了。
YA!!! i really duno what their name ... 
i used to call my secondary english teacher  >> LIM PK!! siao za po LIM PK x)

10初一的时候，罗文去世。

初二的时候，张国荣从高楼跳下。
下一年某个英语课，用手机上网，知道了从小听到大的电台不再有梅艳芳的声音。
于是，懂得了，长大了，不知道有多少人要离我们而去。
I don't want to grow up.

11高中时候看只看本地天气预报。

大学了看两个天气预报除了所在的城市，总也不忘看看家里的天气。
于是，懂得了，走得再远，还是挂念那个不怎么繁华的家乡
YA, I WILL ALWAYS CHECK WHAT'S THE TIME IN MALAYSIA.
WHAT THEY ARE DOING? 8PM, IS DADDY COME BACK FROM WORK? =(


I MISS MY HOME SO BADLY
I MISS THEM SO SO SO MUCH
I PROMISE, AFTER I GRADUATE, I WILL STAY BESIDE THEM FOREVER

Uk

I've been here for 1 month++

the life in here...ahemm .. suck

but seems like it's just suck for me =(

why

im anti-social?

yea im.

=(

 why i always met some1 bad?

argg

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will update my blog more frequently ={

Its just 3rd week of tis sem,,

but i got 3 assignments in hand..

and its really stress =(

wth..

 i used to shake my leg about 3 month  times in Inti,

will only get busy for few weeks b4 final..

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I MISS YOU, you, yoU ,You,

 You, You,You, yOu, yoU, You,

YOU,you,yUo,AND YOU 

lol =)

1 week

来到这里一个星期了
我没有哭过 =）

可是刚跟他们webcam了，
觉得我好想好想回家
回家吃她们做的菜
回家看他们过得好不好
回家陪在他们身边

所以conclusion 不掉泪的约定失败 -，-“

坚强啊！ 虽然还有9个月才可以回家，会我的malaysia!
第一次那么的爱国

how fortunate is me

我是上子修的什么福
能在这种环境长大
能够怎么多人疼我
能够怎么多人的为我操心

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我很幸运
不愁吃不受穿
要什么有什么
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要去读书了
爸爸常说，可以吗可以吗，不要怕，吃多一点，那么瘦，在那里不要省钱，最重要是吃。
                      （我知道他内疚让我去uk而不是原本那么多朋友在的australia)
                         燕窝不要吃，给微微吃叻！ 鸡汤，你跟我喝多一点！

妈妈常说，你去读书了，没有陪我38~舍不得我的微微~嘴巴说去那里才买啦，可是却什么也买给我，slow cooker,
                       肚子痛擦的如意油，伤风药发烧药，风油-，-“   。。说不要一直让她吃chocolate,她 sensitive to  chocolate!

婆婆： 眼眶红红，拍拍我的背说着微微要努力读书
                  我说，等我回来，做工了，给你零用har ，可是她说不懂我可以活到那么久吗。。
                  请不要那么说！！！！！！！ 我很讨厌！

ah em : 你不会煮要怎么办？不要饿到！不会再网上问我！ 一定要吃！
             一直问我要吃什么，什么都煮

伯伯： 要请微微吃东西，
               为什么只有她？因为微微不同吗

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谢谢。
我听着我看着我记着

请让我还，我该还的债

我可以什么都不在乎，只要你们健健康康开开心心的一起生活着

请让我还，请看着我回来，工作，结婚生子还有很多很多


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活了20年。。

懂的什么东西对我最重要最在乎，总算没有白过日子
哈

我会努力后回来
回来帮爸爸
回来孝顺你们全部好吗

等我，
我一直都好爱你们

For my net's fren EARTHY

This is a belated birthday 'gift' that he specially requested

=D

recorded few months ago, but i was jz too lazy to upload it~

dun be to fussy to the video,

cz i din practice for long time,

since my grade 8 failed twice OK!!

hahas wif * ( pout)

n about the piano song, buy 1 get 1 free -,-"

jz share lar, cz i like the song quite much!

but actually din ply finish , jz until half i think~

hahaha

once again,

hapi belated birthday

n earthy

i jz noe 2 type of instruments,

piano birthday song which u requested last year

tis year, u requested canon wif violin

so next year... duno wat to play dy -,-"

i jz noe 2 instruments -,-"

or maybe u dun mind,

i noe how to play 4 beats sound of drum =,="

some notes of flute -,-

hahahahahas NO LAR, no even noe to ply a song!

xiiiiii

the little dog

seriously i cant do anything when i saw u...

i felt like....

 i wish i can do SOMEthing...

 at least give u some milk?

at least give u a box....

eventually i din..

so sorry...

the ideas were jz pop up in mind.. i din take any action

so sorry..

sympathy doesn't change anything..

doesn't help it in anyway..

so sorry...

i wish U can find ur new master ASAP..

I wish u can find something to eat ,

shelter to live,

n

some1 who will willing take k of u..

i reli hope sooooooooooooooo 

but still

i cant do anything, so sorry..

n plz ppl

do nt simply discard or giving up ur pets

plz