few hours of 2010

few hours to 2011!
what 've i done in 2010?
hmmmm
came uk for further study?
spend my happy 5 months holiday with family?
hmmm
more cherish all the relationship no matter family, friends..etc
hmmm
getting fat...
hmmm
still got what lolz

okay, so in this brand new year
i set few targets for myself!!
1) back malaysia ASAP during june holiday~ LOL actually means dun fail any subject so i can be back right after the exam :)

2)at least get 2 A in second year..LOL is tat posible o.o nyahaha  I TRY lolz

3) let myself prettier!! nyek

4) slim down.. -,-" seriously i getting fat in uk! especially my face ! how ah?! and butt! * blush -_-

5)good temper, nt to get agitate easily,nt to be narrow minded!

6) good saver! xP  i hope i can buy those things i want by myself instead of using daddy's money ahahhahahas , is that posible... i  TRY! because im 21st soon! i wan be independence!  but.. since i gave up internship.. = no income.. how to independence -,-"" ahahahs
so,still, daddy mummy i love u! ahaa

7) have better relationship with my 2 sisters, we getting closer in fact since more understand each other and mind do grow up and getting mature! say clearly in order to prevent misunderstanding again!

8) ahh ya! update my blog and fb pictures more frequently!
actually i have alot to blog about, christmas,arsenal,trips,cambridge,harry potter.... alot and alot ahahas =,="
and also alot of pictures.. haiz

9) kill my lazyness! including now! i have to start the assignment! yiew

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in 2011
i wish my family ,relatives, friends.. all the people that i love stay in
HEALTHY
SAFETY
HAPPY

I wish my parents stay forever young as well xD
I wish daddy's company.生意兴隆，万事如意
We are going back soon to help u up! daddy mummy =D
share ur burdens, u're not alone anymore =P
let us deal with those 小人 -,-" nyahahas

i wish all the ppl i love,
 included who is reading this
have a prosperity 2011!

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thankyou my jie , thankyou my frens


u can count on u like 1 2 3, i'll be there
and i know
i can count on u like 4 3 2, u'll be there

:D

5dec10

at 1st try nt to hurt anyone
yea maybe im wrong, totally wrong

i loss another fren today  u either since u hate me so much



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to someone :
u duno who u r, but im appreciated that u r different wif another 2 guys..  u still treat me as a fren * a normal 1....n same as I. THankyou 
 maybe is nt only him, some others treat me as a good fren though.. thankyou for nt being like .. the 2.. 


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sorry.. for the last time ,  if u get hurt from me
thank you for the last time, cz u helped me alot before

screw u for the very 1st time! go ahead n hate me thn ..

still wish u get ur gal asap.

bloody reflect on me

1.中学时我和同桌上课借过书，吵过架。现在我的旁边每节课是不同的面孔，打了招呼，下课却忘记了这张脸。

于是，我明白了，我在成长。
yea,i'm strongly agree on this..
i remember that time diong was sat beside me,cho n quah used to sat behind of me.
Me n diong always querall but we're still good good frends til now.
i'm glad that i have them (PG)


2.父母送我去大学报到，临走的时候，我爸来和我告别，我问我妈呢，我爸说 “你妈怕你哭，就没来。”

大二暑假我回家，我爸无意中说 “其实你妈当时就在马路对面。你转身进学校，你妈就哭了。”
于是，我懂了，在成长面前，妈妈也是脆弱的。
I miss them alot alot alot T.T

3.大一的时候有一次拉肚子，给妈妈打电话不停的诉苦。

大二的时候我一个室友打球撞掉了一块舌头，缝上了有一段不能说话。后来我问他你妈知道么，他说没告诉，怕她担心。
于是，我懂了，我的痛哭会被距离放大，千里之外，妈妈比我更痛苦。
That's bloody reflect on me i knew! rmb the time i used to be Inti,,every time i having fever, flu.. i will immediately called back to my daddy mummy ='(

4.大学之前，自己只管学习，脏衣服一仍有人洗，饿了张嘴有饭吃。

那时候我还嫌衣服少，饭不好吃。
上了大学，看着床底下塞得一坨坨的脏衣服，捶了捶背只能继续一件一件的洗。
盯着食堂的饭菜，叹了叹气，只能硬着头皮放下咽。
于是，懂了，以为平平常常的东西，等自己完全承担了，就觉得不那么容易了。
ahem... sophia,wash this,use hand ah!!!dun use mechine. Sophia mop here, Sophia where is my shoes? Sophia take this, Sophia come~
i miss her  as well-,-"
5学校开学很早，基本过年之后过不了十五就要上学。

今年正月十五，和奶奶视频
我说：奶奶，你看你孙子都长这么多胡子了。
我不知奶奶听见没有，她就在那边笑，我在这边却哭了。
于是，我懂得，时间和距离向前延伸，最终会失去些什么，所以要珍惜。
:'( i dun wan...............  T^T


6中学时为了赖一会床，想尽各种理由请假，拉肚子、鼻子出血、感冒。。。但请假条落款都是我本人的名字。

上了大学之后不用理由，想睡就睡，点名让别人帮你划一笔，弄到最后，把自己的名字都弄丢了。
于是，明白了，担当啊，把责任放在身上，就明白了。
Its true. I always think some of craps during my secondary scl.

7上大学前生活在父母的臂膀下，看病可以走关系找好医生，上学可以走后门进好班，去哪里父母和朋友打个照顾就能得到照顾。

大学后父母罩不到我，去哪里不仅要排队，还要被强行插队。
于是，就懂了，常常自以为是，看不起父母，其实自己什么都不是。
Only this is not reflect on me. BECAUSE I"M PROUND OF MY DADDY MUMMY SO MUCH!!!!!


8以前学习，半年一本书，然后还要好好保管，高考前还要重新看。书里的内容多年后翻看，还会有回忆。

大学之后，一学期一本书，用过之后就卖掉或放在某处，想想自己学过的书是什么样封面，没有什么印象。准备考研重新看的时候，感觉怎么都是新书。
于是，就懂得了，有时候，重复让人踏实，新鲜反而让人无感。yea, so I'm still considering i want to buy text book or not =,="
 
9高中的时候老给老师起外号，私下里同学都这么叫。

大学了，想给老师起外号，却发现根本不知道老师名字怎么叫。
于是，懂了，有些幼稚的游戏，已经玩不下去了。
YA!!! i really duno what their name ... 
i used to call my secondary english teacher  >> LIM PK!! siao za po LIM PK x)

10初一的时候，罗文去世。

初二的时候，张国荣从高楼跳下。
下一年某个英语课，用手机上网，知道了从小听到大的电台不再有梅艳芳的声音。
于是，懂得了，长大了，不知道有多少人要离我们而去。
I don't want to grow up.

11高中时候看只看本地天气预报。

大学了看两个天气预报除了所在的城市，总也不忘看看家里的天气。
于是，懂得了，走得再远，还是挂念那个不怎么繁华的家乡
YA, I WILL ALWAYS CHECK WHAT'S THE TIME IN MALAYSIA.
WHAT THEY ARE DOING? 8PM, IS DADDY COME BACK FROM WORK? =(


I MISS MY HOME SO BADLY
I MISS THEM SO SO SO MUCH
I PROMISE, AFTER I GRADUATE, I WILL STAY BESIDE THEM FOREVER

Uk

I've been here for 1 month++

the life in here...ahemm .. suck

but seems like it's just suck for me =(

why

im anti-social?

yea im.

=(

 why i always met some1 bad?

argg

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will update my blog more frequently ={

Its just 3rd week of tis sem,,

but i got 3 assignments in hand..

and its really stress =(

wth..

 i used to shake my leg about 3 month  times in Inti,

will only get busy for few weeks b4 final..

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I MISS YOU, you, yoU ,You,

 You, You,You, yOu, yoU, You,

YOU,you,yUo,AND YOU 

lol =)

1 week

来到这里一个星期了
我没有哭过 =）

可是刚跟他们webcam了，
觉得我好想好想回家
回家吃她们做的菜
回家看他们过得好不好
回家陪在他们身边

所以conclusion 不掉泪的约定失败 -，-“

坚强啊！ 虽然还有9个月才可以回家，会我的malaysia!
第一次那么的爱国

how fortunate is me

我是上子修的什么福
能在这种环境长大
能够怎么多人疼我
能够怎么多人的为我操心

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我很幸运
不愁吃不受穿
要什么有什么
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要去读书了
爸爸常说，可以吗可以吗，不要怕，吃多一点，那么瘦，在那里不要省钱，最重要是吃。
                      （我知道他内疚让我去uk而不是原本那么多朋友在的australia)
                         燕窝不要吃，给微微吃叻！ 鸡汤，你跟我喝多一点！

妈妈常说，你去读书了，没有陪我38~舍不得我的微微~嘴巴说去那里才买啦，可是却什么也买给我，slow cooker,
                       肚子痛擦的如意油，伤风药发烧药，风油-，-“   。。说不要一直让她吃chocolate,她 sensitive to  chocolate!

婆婆： 眼眶红红，拍拍我的背说着微微要努力读书
                  我说，等我回来，做工了，给你零用har ，可是她说不懂我可以活到那么久吗。。
                  请不要那么说！！！！！！！ 我很讨厌！

ah em : 你不会煮要怎么办？不要饿到！不会再网上问我！ 一定要吃！
             一直问我要吃什么，什么都煮

伯伯： 要请微微吃东西，
               为什么只有她？因为微微不同吗

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谢谢。
我听着我看着我记着

请让我还，我该还的债

我可以什么都不在乎，只要你们健健康康开开心心的一起生活着

请让我还，请看着我回来，工作，结婚生子还有很多很多


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活了20年。。

懂的什么东西对我最重要最在乎，总算没有白过日子
哈

我会努力后回来
回来帮爸爸
回来孝顺你们全部好吗

等我，
我一直都好爱你们

For my net's fren EARTHY

This is a belated birthday 'gift' that he specially requested

=D

recorded few months ago, but i was jz too lazy to upload it~

dun be to fussy to the video,

cz i din practice for long time,

since my grade 8 failed twice OK!!

hahas wif * ( pout)

n about the piano song, buy 1 get 1 free -,-"

jz share lar, cz i like the song quite much!

but actually din ply finish , jz until half i think~

hahaha

once again,

hapi belated birthday

n earthy

i jz noe 2 type of instruments,

piano birthday song which u requested last year

tis year, u requested canon wif violin

so next year... duno wat to play dy -,-"

i jz noe 2 instruments -,-"

or maybe u dun mind,

i noe how to play 4 beats sound of drum =,="

some notes of flute -,-

hahahahahas NO LAR, no even noe to ply a song!

xiiiiii

the little dog

seriously i cant do anything when i saw u...

i felt like....

 i wish i can do SOMEthing...

 at least give u some milk?

at least give u a box....

eventually i din..

so sorry...

the ideas were jz pop up in mind.. i din take any action

so sorry..

sympathy doesn't change anything..

doesn't help it in anyway..

so sorry...

i wish U can find ur new master ASAP..

I wish u can find something to eat ,

shelter to live,

n

some1 who will willing take k of u..

i reli hope sooooooooooooooo 

but still

i cant do anything, so sorry..

n plz ppl

do nt simply discard or giving up ur pets

plz

one day
we will both learn in mistake..

we will learn our lesson
   and
gonna pay for it

fine

 you

r

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longer

the

one

when

first

met

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u

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longer

the

one

who

will

bear

of

any

indulgence

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u

r

nt

longer

THAT 

one

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everything changed by the take taken

u was so apathetic despite of how anger  is me
yet
 u were nt perceived..
but
i did.

fine

let's c....

yiewwww~

is been a long time since the last wrote yahhh

hehex

beyond doubt,

i am a super duper lazy to update my blog =)

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actually i have alot to write about

new year -,-" mother day, hang out wif frens n lot lot lot
xixiii

but duno where to start, whn will be start x)

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6/11

suppose go thailand shopping !!

but due to the political unrest... red shirts...

the centre world..

walao kena burn dyy, ntg left! -,-"

omg my shopping trip T.T

so

chng the flight, chng the hotel

the hotel is just right beside the central world -,-

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and plan to go Hokaido,join SG travel company,

mummy paid deposit..

eventually, they chnged the date!

chng to 1 june, ya lah SG's child start to holiday la,

but MALAYSIA 's children DO NOT!

so refund~ cancel~

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after tat plan to go 3rd time Korea, hahahs tat was wat i suggested!

8june set up..

kk whn the time going to pay deposit...

Court's letter received....

8june blablablabla

k cancel -,-"

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yieww...

stay at home thn my mummy said..

so suayyy, everytime the things are nt going smoothly!

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erm herm

so i am staying at home now..

where is my offer letter btw!

aiyerr!

pain!

but was over T.T

i am appreciated the inventor of sleeping drug

=P

lol

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scary

scary

scary

scary

scary

scary

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* inside the plaster is just a tiny hole which connected wif a pipe !!

thn injected the sleeping drug through the pipe~

*but actually ARe 2 holes. cz doctor cucuk twice!!!! =,="

thn after 2 sec, zzzzzzz xD sleep like hell~

* so, i am nt hand injured, thx for concern xixiii
=p

another post of today..

jsut feeling frustruting right now.

argg.

While sitting in the hospital..

just realised how important of the word ' healthy' mean to be.

i wish my family, relatives, frens

will always stay healthy and happy always.

ntg can be tell at here~

but i am alright~

i am just express my feeling x）

lol~

we really have to take k of our body, and also our earth~

=D

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azzz

tomorrow is coming

n

i am scared

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dearest mamamamama

mamamamamam, y i looked like drunk? -,-

mama and meimei

my dearest daddy!!!!!

xixiii



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yesterday, which was my ' da be' birthday.

he is my daddy's elder brother~

=P

i am close with him and his wife as well~

cz my daddy mummy have to work then just ask my 'ah em'

be my nanny =D

n i remember my ' da be' will come and fetch me whenever received my call~

but then, when the time i enter into primary scl, my parents started own business so

i moved back to my home again~

but until now, i am still appreciate them and love them as well xD

This is the gorgeous lady that i love~

Ah bee~
also one of the child that bring up by my ah em =D

my cousin's son.

also my parents 'godson' O.o

LOL

Menson Tan~

" table of eldership'

lol

4 brothers =)

my daddy is the youngest brother =P

iam admire of their spirit

they build up from nothing

yet have today achievement =)

they dun even graduated from secondary?

i duno lar, but my daddy nt even finished his form 5 -,-

but i think almost same lar , they didnt study much~

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didnt take much of photo because i didnt bring my camera x)

once again: happy birthday to my dearest 'da be'~

stay healthy and happy always~

wuuuu

i am having stomachace now....

argggggggg

errrrrrrrrr

arekkkkkk

T__T

blog next time LOL bye~ hahas

i am laziest bloger i know =P

is me again
been a long time since the last wrote~ paisei yahh
hiakhiakhiak~

i'm busy with my assignments and tests!!!

but finally completed all
then 1 week more is my final exam!
haiz tired!

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and and and
i received offer letter from University of Queensland
and
University of Queensland technology in Australia =D
yeahhh

quite happy actually~

emem so i should work hard in my last sem in inti!!!!!!!!!!!!
to raise my cpga O.O
although tests mark GGGGGGGG

really suay
the cost and management accounting!
i studied 5 chapter out of 6 chapter.. thn gave up the ONLY 1 chapter
thn suay suay the whole question was all about the 1 chapter i gave up..
haizzz GG

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* my quah babe, finally linked u =P


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update after my final exam =P

yea, hapi finally i have a cup of mee.

today i know, we have to keep some cup noodles for emergency use

if there is

no ppl sell foods o.o
no ppl outside there o.o
and
no ppl with u x)



taste good~
the taste of heart pain

Is my hand and my fren's hand..

different color ehh~ hahaha

because he was a state vollyball player

about FEW YEAR AGO.

lol~

and now he is... fat a lot if compare to his 1st sem to INTI! hahahahas

Jack, keep fit laaa~

OPPS! forgive his vulgar finger there =x

haven write about CNY

cause haven copy pictures from my facebook =p

have to rush 6 assignment within 2 weeks! is that posible for me?

must finish b4 i go back jb!! and finish before diong come to find me!

hahaha

looking forward! i wan ice sketting with them! lala

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i like to read others blog instead of update my own blog

so u all should keep update blog~ xD

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there is only sorry for those who hurt by me, if there is any..

we r frens!

all of us r frens forever =)

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*everything will be fine Chew dear.. because u have us.muak

pekcek pekcek pekce pekcek

kanasai INTI

we paid so much of money but deserve a super duper slow internet SPEED!

EAT DA BIAN !

lol

btw,

still struggling my test tmr!

LAW!

stayed about 5 hours in library, 2hours used for nap.. 1 hours+ used for slacking~ LOL

not reli studied actually!

xD

pekcek pekcek pekce

seriously i hate LAW!

argggggghhhhh

BYEBYE

*look forward for next post - CNY 2010! haha

ps: THIS IS NO AN OVERDUE POST ANYMORE! pheww =p

so hardworking me hahhas~

Is me again peoples!!!

haha

once again i abadon my blog =x

so few of overdue will be post later on maybe ?!

xD

this is an overdue post as well~

the pictures were taken on emm... annuel dinner of my daddy 's company~

prepare for annuel dinner ~~

nyahaha

was quite fun that night~

I am glad that i am born in my family~

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i love my daddy mummy~~

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will update as much offen i can xD

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keep sent msg to fb, hi,how r u, r u there? speaking, speaking the limit!

diam lar shut ur fucking mouth up!

lol

so small the pictures..

because i duno how to use photoscap =x

paisey yah

and copy my chew's pic because haven get the pictures from her yet~

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alright, i know ..

i abadon this blog again..

sorry yah hahas

if u had read my previous blog , u should know

there are how much of miserable ,desperate,sad.. feeling can shown in my articles.

so i closed it.

but

now i seldom to update

that's mean those bad feeling i nid to let it off is getting lesser??

perhaps x)

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ok

straight foward to the point =)

16 jan was my birthday
15jan night,

went for steamboat with my inti friends

11.00pm+

went putrajaya with them

12.00am+ blow my cake

took pictures.

=)
THX GUYS anyway

and thx for those who wished me =D

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16jan

evening
i went Sunway,

met my dear chew =)

and tayhanwei and keith

i am happy with them x)

they gave me suprise in station 1.. haha

let me state the situation again... lala

after dinner,

thn went for station 1 yumcha

and there have 2 ‘驻唱歌手’

then we played our card..

played played played..

suddenly

the singer sang happy birthday song,

and all lights was off

a waitress took a plate of cup cakes walked toward me

xP

hehehe

is happy actually wahaha

but i stayed clam ok lalala

so shy when all was trying to find who was the birthday girl !

IS ME IS ME =x

paisey hahahaha

thx my dear n keith for organised

and those cupcakes..hehe
i dun have pictures.. i wan pictures T___T

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after that, went to playground

play firecrackers o.o

duno call wat liao, spark?

yeahh and took so many pics thereeeeeeeeeeeee

i want la ah chew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

once again THX all =)

yea

Friday class is 4-6

cant go back home early

shit rite

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opps

today is the last day i being 1-9

going to leave the 1 DIGIT and become 2

can't bear of it

i wan forever stay in 19 or 18~lol

forever21? o.o

xD

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Not everythings can be fixed, once u broked it

thn

that 's it.

chiew~

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how celebrate my birthday

yerr..

guys give me suprise!!

who?

LOL

just asking for fun

!

yea, abadon my blog for so long

because not used to this blog, i wan my previous blog but change the address la

but i duno how to do xD

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happy birthday to me~

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knackered after sta class

~to be continue~

not in the mood

bye