Royal wedding

hi, im here to blog about royal wedding ;)

do u guys miss me ?!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

i knew tat : (

ok lets get started ~

1 week b4 the royal wedding, im still hesitating that should i join the crowd or studying at home for final exam!

Finally, i decided to join the crowd in London since I got the rare opportunity to c the Live show rite!

So , we went.....

I heard that there were about 1 million ppl in london for Royal Wedding?

i duno whether is true or nt,

BUT

THERE WAS REALLY CROWDED!!CROWDED LIKE HELL

So many roads had been blocked, i mean those roads that can connect to Palace, the church and their route

so all the people been asked to gather in hype park screen which can watch the live show THROUGH SCREEN! =,="

so, i went all the way from my place to London in order to watch through SCREEN?!!

NO WAY

but anyway, we still stood there for 30 mins lolz

the atmostphere was amazing, they were so united to swing over their GREAT BRITAIN's flag

Apparently they dun allow us to cross all the roads  since

'ceremoial route ' FULL

wat the!!!!!!!!!!!!

i wan to c actual PRINCE WILLIAM!

so, we walked around without any clue in our mind

BUT, i decided to wait in hype park !

There were so many policies there, it was so suspicious rite!

SO I JZ WAIT THERE no matter what

ANY finally they let us get through !wohuuu

can  u c how crowded there was!

 BuckinghamPalace allocated in the end of the road,

so yes, lets go!

So THAT"S IT

pic of the day :P

i know the pic is kinda small, plz zoom urself hahahas

after that, we went to Bond street n china town for dining n do some small shopping~

an imitation of Queen, lolz

so that's all for today

c ya =>



21/5

There is how pathetic no1 can talk with when u open ur msn, skype,fb..
i couldn't find any1

yeaa lovely

where r u my friendS

if , let's say IF

the'judgement day' will be happened today..

so,, i die with so many regrets?

b4 i die couldn't find any1 to talk wif?

b4 i die couldn't find any1 to confession?

b4 i die couldn't find any1 to share my fear?

*

i wonder why things changed so fast

is 30 nt 29

: (

what i can do is just pray

im useless i know

22/4

2 WEEKS MORE TO MY FINAL!!!!!

1 assignment 3 finals to go!

wish me luck!

do u guys wan to have a bad new? ;(

ok, perhaps nt a bad news to u anyway,

BUT is absolutely a bad news to me!

my face is having allergic now!
i duno why!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im so so so so so so so so so so ugly

can u imaging how that bad?

who gonna save me?!

I going to consult doctors n get the prescription from them!

is free btw, lol, thumbs up

a service in my Uni~

*

another 500 hundred words to go

work-life balance- hmmmmmmmmmmm

but im procrastinating

2.4.11

I'm extremely bored

is a cosy sat noon, i suppose to do my revision,

but jz lack of motivation

to all my frens

can u all update blog often LOL

i prefer to read others blog instead of update mine

how i dare to say tis out! ;P

i apologise for my lazyness

OK I WILL UPDATE FREQUENTLY!! lolz

how much times i've been saying this o.o

im soooooooooooo boring

but i have 3 tests on coming mon,fri

NT REALLY GOT THE MOOD TO BLOG
SO

that's it

我可以原谅你1， 2， 3 ，4，5次
也许有一天，这会是爆发的开始

ps: I smell Maggie!

 

pray for our earth..

goose bumps come up while watching the video of Japan's disaster

=(

pray for Japan

and also pray for our earth

hope there wont be increase in casualties anymore

**

world peace

2/3

; (

今天一看到daddy mummy很开心

我们big big hug each other~

可是当我看着我daddy

突然就的怎么他好像老了一些
是工作上的压力？
是子女的烦恼？
是一大堆的责任？

半夜偷偷地哭了
就半年。。我不在你身边，突然感觉。。
我爸真的老了

我最爱的你
眼中的无奈我都知道
对我们的期望我也知道
被我们伤得伤痕累累的心我也知道
我很心疼
真的

但现在的我没有办法帮什么
唯有的是读好书，回去孝顺你
不管你说什么
我都会照做
因为那是我从以前听你的“一厢情愿" 就立下的目标
虽然
你口中的目标也许缺了我也不少
毕竟我什么都不会
但我学
为了你，我什么都愿意学真的

中学，目标是工程系
没办法，就成绩差
哪能读什么？
art...
一点天分都没有。。
我最爱的music?
不是天才，没有出路
当然priority 是business
我没有喜欢Business
依靠现实选出路不是最真确的选择？

我活了21年
要什么有什么
任性就任性
不爽就不爽
要大声就大声
够了，真的够了
你们受了我们20几年的气还不够？
如果这样下去，真想给我自己一把

我的爸爸真的很爱很爱很爱他的女儿
从他10个字
在旁边的我都感受得到，难道你没有？

以前，我会想。。
为什么一直笑的是我，一直想尽办法逗你笑的是我，爱你的是我
睬你的是我，不睬你的是她
为什么你总不珍惜我？
口里都是她？骂的是我？
赞的是她，扁的是我？
对，我很幼稚竟然真么想
没有，你真的没有，你很爱我，我知道
因为你知道我懂

我们的沟通方式我也懂
你说就给你说，
骂人也许有时候很伤
但你不是故意的我懂，后悔总在话说出口后
你没有试过？
说出了一些话，
事后想。。也许我不该说的那样。。
我有，你没有吗？ ： 早知道。。早知道。不该怎样怎样

我终于知道为什么你那么想要帮我填弟弟
因为女儿长大了，用心栽培，但心却在外人手里
我真的真的真的很后悔，当初我闹翻天就因为我不要弟弟
世界上没有一个男人比你的爸爸更爱你
世界上没有一个男人比你的爸爸更让你
世界上没有一个男人比你的爸爸还在乎你
我知道
因为世界上我最爱的男人是我爸

我们的父母都渐渐老去，
还有几个十年让你对他们发牢骚？
还有几个十年我们可以孝顺他们
还有几个十年可以陪在他们身边？
还有几个十年他们可以处处让着我们?
还有几个十年在外受伤了就可以躲在他们身后？
当然我希望是很久很久

我可以想象当你听到你孩子要伤害自己的想法有多么的心痛
辛辛苦苦的供你读书
换来你一句？
有多少人羡慕你的学历，你的人生
你自己不满足？不开心？
充满期待的等你回来
换来一身的责备？
养育你长大换来的是心和脑都好像在别人那里？

你太依赖家人以外的人你觉得呢？
视野你比较广，也是才生存了20几年
就不要太依赖太听从他的意见
因为就连他也那么觉得

不管发生什么事家人都是你的后盾要记得

爸爸说：我要尽量保护你们，不管谁很难说不会变

可能有一天，你有自己的孩子就会知道

我写这个没有讨厌谁，没有讽刺谁
我只是招式写出作为一个旁观者，我心很痛，更何况是他
我只希望你明白
你认为对的个性，造成很多人受伤
大家都很爱你，尤其是他，不只是只有他

一点点就mang zang,
如果你在说话，只是大声一点
我叫你不要吵， 你有什么感觉？
你男朋友叫你不要吵你有什么感觉？
爸爸妈妈叫你不要吵你会怎样?

学会忍耐一点拜托
我有很多很多话我不知道怎么说，
爱要表达很难，可是我找到了我的方式至少现在，那你呢
什么都应该忍忍就算不合理，ok发脾气一天2天，算了，道歉说清楚
london trip 看到你有时会拉着他的手拍照，一路有说有笑我其实心里很开心
因为他开心我就开心

ok我也不懂怎样说，还是觉得很欣慰至少你不开心的时候找我聊一聊
这是表达的一种？我认为是

还有·，我觉得这次你一个人也做得很好
给自己多一点自信心


××××××
我会牵着你们的手到永久
我会在你们的身边不论什么时候你需要我，如果不需要，我还是会粘上去
虽然有时候还是脾气坏，但是我真的会改
今天我承诺你的将来一定还给你
你要的，等我回来我做
没有什么好挑，我的人生被安排的好好的，我很感激
谢谢，在等等我两年
我会一直陪在你们身边

result~

 

im quite happy today!

because!....

i got 2 A in sem A o.O

omg

one of the module got 70 which was totally unexpected



many thx to my group member Giang ;P

and finally gt A in accounting which was in my expectation

;P

and pass the module i scared the most!

PASS~

many thx to my tutorial tutor mentioned about UK deficit~ ;)

so, PASS

means i can go back msia on june! ahahhaa

but still have to work hard in sem B~

but actually i only aim 2 A in second year

because it helps me in my third yer

which i can move 2 best modules result into my 3rd year to replace 2 poorest result

so enable to get good CLASS honour

my target is 2.1 .. 1st class honour is definitely far away from me

anyway

im satisfied wif my result

hahaha but there is still 1 module haven been released yet..

hmmm

happy go lucky lar~

!!!!

3 days more

;D

yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah

6 days more

sick of my works!

okkkkk
im counting down!!!!!!!
6 days more be able to see my parents!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nyahahahahahhas
they r coming over to UK!! WOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT
im totally looking forward kkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and we will go paris for a short trip~
;)
i miss u i miss u i miss u i miss u
but the sad thing is ,, haven done of my assignments!

yeeeeeeeeee  ;(

*****
anyway, 4 months more will be back to msia!
planning to do some small invest or tiny tiny tiny business..
hmmmmm any recommendation?

2.12.23.2

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

assignmentS really drive me crazy!
:S

T-T

14/2/11



happy valentines day

;)

Thankyou

***************************

and the pw is the 4 words we both always saying to each other in hanyupingying 

thn after that +1

xxxxxxxxxxx1

I MISS U GUYS BADLY!

lol

I MISS U GUYS BADLY!!!!!!!!

DAMN DAMN DAMN MISSING ALL OF U, NO MATTER WHO!

found this video whn tidying my hardisk
hahahaaa funny

the mean guy i ever met

this article is exclusive only to L... (nt the one in death note)


there are some question hovering in my mind recently..
why that day i din manage to sarcasm back right??


i think i get the answer, probably because  the day b4 i still treated him as a friend, was quite shocked whn he talked those bullshit to me. so, im nt act innocent like what u said! rmb this!


can u c the different? a post right after the conversation (5 dec 2010)
thn
after some time to calm down, so here is it~
in fact, i done this a long ago, but left some to edit , and as i said in previous previous post,
is kinda waste my time on a person like tat, so this article has been saved in my draft for so long time~


anyway, I gonna finish this by today since im listening Lily Allen ,Fuck you~
the song reminds me a post that never done yet!


 here we go


Im so regretted that why i being so dumb that day??


anyway,
as everyone knows
i will definitely return back what u've given to me
and u know what,
im nt intended to start or provoking a war  whatever,
to me, all the things i wrote
r  based on ur conversation, hinting status ,hinting comment whatever
im jz defend myself from your lies!


*
u said u and me were incomparable
I'm totally agreed with u
u know what?
 I no nid to save for a long time just for a GUCCI wallet..
to me, is just ANYTIME 
well, but im nt materialistic like u. i wont craving for branded stuffs all the time.


we r incomparable..
yea definitely
our background r different
u should  know what i mean
is totally different


Based on ur hinting status/whatever, r u bragging infront ur frens?
i wonder why gt people said that some JB girls want u jz because ur car , ur money?
is she crazy??
do u have car?? do u have money??
do u have a rich background?
or outstanding appearance?
not even 1
gosh
but if not even 1, at lease plz!! have a good personality !


 few days ago,
my friendS told me
omg,xxx status : be a gentleman nt a jackass if u got rejected by girls, whatever~
u dare to write this??????
shame on u lar! dare to write this LOL
beyond doubt U ARE A JACKASS larrr


however, i have to say!
im glad that i din pick u as my choice! HA!


dun act like a victim infront of anyone
u r the mean guy i ever met
bad mouthing behind just because u can't get a girl..
yiew kinda suck
dun ever ever think urself r awesome jz because study in oversea?!
areeek


i wonder if i doing the same things like what u did
specially chat wif JINGKAI, and sarcasm him and even bad mouthing about him
thn made story infront my fren blablabla
jz because that i couldn't get him~ jz because he dun like me, jz because he din pick me as his choice....
ROFL, i cant imaging that!


and excuse me,
what did u said..
u had alot of sex experiences?
hmmmm
so?
clap for u thn~~
or upload what u said in the conversation since i PRTSC and ofcz i did save in my com~
so everyone can c how good u r in sex like what u said?


n maybe u n ur fren were quite enjoyed in making  fool of others


ahem..but i wont criticize ur fren since i duno her at all
my mummy said, dun simply criticize or comment a person b4 u know him/her unless u're unmannered~
so i wonder is she...
i wonder will u say something bad behind after break wif ur current gf? or cant get her?
since  狗改不了吃屎


 tell u a good new,
i typing all these ALONE
without any1 besides, so no worries okayyy


and also, r u sked of me bad mouthing about u infront of others?
so, jz told wyy the whole story??
nooo, no worries, all i said were jz the fact
and aso, i din bad mouthing behind of u like what u did!


k, here is the last response
i wont bother again of what u say  n ur fren either
because i dun care anymore
go ahead
advise: dun think youself r awesome whatever,thn lan c lan yong there
this will only let others despise on you

5/2 1511

today is about 12 degree celcius

i woke up from my nap
yet felt so empty

i dreamt of my parents,
snatched tv remote control wif my daddy mummy,
i want watch Sakura(the cartoon) , lol

and the temperature in my room
is just similar with the time i slept in living room
a little abit cold but sleep soundly
everythings were just so real
i though Im sleeping in the living room

when i opened my eyes, i felt so empty
was only a dream
it was only a dream for me T,T
how i wish is real
i just wanna go home

29-1

Im just so lazy to edit the post that specially for HIM
is kinda waste my time on a person like this !
but i have no choice, i have to return back what he had given to me !
so jz WAIT!

;( 3.58am

My A seems like flying away from me.. Noo.. come back ;'( pleaseeee

3.58am now
I'm working hard on... how British economy changed since 1970 o.O  law..British deficit..
i gonna write I'm from msia so probably nt clear about British economy on the answer sheet.  -,-"
so i will tell u the economy changed in my country.. which is all about DEFICIT..DEFICIT and DEFICIT  ;D

*
I am working hard because of U and U <3
but i only aim pass for tmr paper
;/

*
honestly, i getting old i know!
got headache because staying up all over the night 
give me back my 19!


good luck to me!
hope the question i spot will be out tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IS  A MUST plz ;'(

my 20th.... bye

last day of being 20th..

i dun want to get old so fast, can I?!!!

:(

anyway, i am officially 21 on the coming sunday..

for sure i wont celebrate my birthday -,-"

because i am struggling for final!!

and ofcz..

i dun have any party..  ;(

since im nt in msia haiz.

i'm just want to write something on the last day of being 20th..

kind of memento of my 20.. LOL

so my topic will be....

MY DREAMs!~

ahahahs

21 is officially an adult!

no joke!

i have to plan my future!

and i do have a dream, and please dun teasing on me if i expose my dream here x)

I am the lucky 1,

I need nt to worry cant find job after graduated from U,

no nid to worry the unemployment rate which keep increasing outside the market

just because i have my parents as my back up.

i can just work in my dad's company~

BUT

I do have dreams,

ofcz i will helping up my dad

but i want to chase my dreams either~

 

First, i want to open my own music centre =P 

but Not only a musix centre~

so i nid quite a big space~

 but shhh,,canot tell anymore~ xD

dun laugh!

im serious!

to let more ppl fall in love with music~ weewitt

I did discussed with my parents,

n my daddy promised to RENT (-,-) me one of his three -story shop

n i can teach wif my own, n my sister as well~

although im furious, impatient.. but im still a good teacher though..  o.o

u dun believe it?

let's ask my violin student>> MR.STONE

(remember left ur comment here ah stone!!!!! mind ur words) muahaha

u noe, at least i planned instead of jz saying for ntg

LOL

next, i want a mini by MYSELF

my daddy said, study in sg or jb,stay aside us, thn i will buy u a mini

he said this to me before i went to Inti Nilai where far away home for 299km. 

Nooo , i wan buy by myself seriously

so my second dream is,

have a mini b4 25..

i duno y, i jz in love with mini..

*

so im working hard for my studies now~

gonna start to chase my dreams whn im 21st..!

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I WANT TO BE YOUNG!!!!!!!!!  :'(

7/Jan/2011

I am just finished my last assignments in Sem 1!
A tough sem i ever had...isin't ... LOL
ahhahas forgive me for the exaggeration !
but in fact i had passed through many of tough sem in my college life!

so
im gonna work hard for the final exam in sem 1.
which is after 2 days of my 21st birthdaynah.. :)
lucky huh, 21st birthday is 2 days b4 final..
my 21st....
should be around wif foods, family,relatives,friends,presents.blessing..my dog..cake..desserts...
NAH....
what i have in my 21st birthday 2011?
Air of Britain.. brilliant!
 books.. coolz!
snow.. perphaps? my heart is snowing in fact...

im kinda sad actually.. no celebration with frens, family :(
I will be satisfied if there is merely a simple dinner wif family.. and frens 
haizz
but my jie was here..
wonder will they celebrate wif me xD jie wc n thw  <3  :)


:'(

anyway, gonna start my revision tmr for final exams in sem 1!
 c u guys~


PS: just made a playlist to my blog..

I DO STILL HAVE MY MUSIC PASSION! i miss my piano i miss my  violin!
why i just cant find the society in this efficing University!